I sit here and think about you.

I close my eyes and long for your touch. I feel your fingers run down arm, leaving a trail of goosebumps behind. I then feel as you take my hand, entwining your fingers with mine.

You told me you had a surprise...


A World Full of Crazy

It has been so long since I have been here... there has been so much happening that I am not sure which way my world is truly spinning.

In the past couple months, my family has gone on a church mission trip in miserable conditions, a stroke, another mini stroke, a pacemaker, a job interview, giving up a job of many years and friends I enjoy, a new job, starting high school, my next class, stress, anxiety, etc. It's been so rough and such a tangled web.

I joined a gym and have been trying to build myself up. I wish I knew which way I was spinning. I am hoping that working out would help me feel better. I was feeling good about myself, but am suddenly feeling negative. My head is spinning...

I miss you. I miss our talks. I miss the way you touch me and the way you caress me. I miss how your words handle me and excite me.

I miss it all... I hope you will be waiting with open arms. I want to feel your touch again.