A World Full of Crazy

It has been so long since I have been here... there has been so much happening that I am not sure which way my world is truly spinning.

In the past couple months, my family has gone on a church mission trip in miserable conditions, a stroke, another mini stroke, a pacemaker, a job interview, giving up a job of many years and friends I enjoy, a new job, starting high school, my next class, stress, anxiety, etc. It's been so rough and such a tangled web.

I joined a gym and have been trying to build myself up. I wish I knew which way I was spinning. I am hoping that working out would help me feel better. I was feeling good about myself, but am suddenly feeling negative. My head is spinning...

I miss you. I miss our talks. I miss the way you touch me and the way you caress me. I miss how your words handle me and excite me.

I miss it all... I hope you will be waiting with open arms. I want to feel your touch again.

 

Do you tell your best friend everything?

sometimes.

Ask me anything

Good morning

Good morning my love.

I am here, staring out the window, as the sun shines through. The bright sunlight, the soft white clouds. I can hear the birds singing through my open window, as the cats sit on their seats and chirp at the birds, as if talking to them.

I pull the fuzzy blanket back over me and close my eyes. I don't want to get up. I want to stay here, listening to the birds, as the house is still quiet and relatively dark.

It's a good morning, but I still don't want to get up.

If you were here beside me, I wouldn't have a reason to get out of bed. I would roll over and snuggle against your warm body, as your strong arms pull me close and hold me against you. My head resting on your chest, listening to your heart beat, listening to your breathing,

TMI Tuesday 4/3/12

TMI Tuesday: April 3, 2012

Sex on Fire

This week’s TMI Tuesday questions focus on sexual desire.

1. Answer the question: What makes you hot?

Being talked dirty to. Thinking about sex.

2. What is it that you want, when you look at porn?

a. To feel happy

b. To learn

c. To relax, relieve tension

d. To orgasm

3. You’ve been asked to be a part of a porn movie production. Which job will you do? Why did you select that?

a. The star of the porn film–Doug Hardwicke or Fachina Istite

b. The director–staging the scenes and directing the actors, lighting, camera shots, etc.

c. The fluffer–you’re in charge of keeping the actors “excited” about their work

d. The camera person getting all the tight, up in there, close shots

E. can I be an observer, just enjoying?

4. Right this very moment you are horny and are looking for a casual hookup for sex. Under which, of the following headings, would you place your ad?

(w=woman, m=man, t=transexual/transvestite)

w4m, m4w, m4m, w4w, t4m, m4t, w4t, t4w, t4mw, mw4t, mw4mw, mw4w, mw4m, w4mw, m4mw, w4ww, m4mm, ww4m mm4w m4ww, w4mm

5. From now on, ’til the end of time you will be able to experience sexual pleasure via a single method. From the list below, choose that method. Why did you make that choice?

a. Vaginal penetration

b. Anal penetration

c. Masturbation with your fingers/hand

d. Masturbation with a single favorite sex toy. What is the toy?

e. Being masturbated (e.g. fingered, hand-job) by the fingers/hands of another person

f. Body Touching from another–full body massage, caressing, kneading, licking, sucking, biting, etc but no insertion of anything in any orifices.

g. Oral sex

I love the feeling of being touched and how it makes me feel. It's very sensual and exciting.

Bonus: What’s the sexiest thing you did this past weekend? Got any pics or a vid? :D ;p

Nothing... was in bed sick...

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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Lost

Here I lay. Drinking wine. Feeling lost and alone. I am missing you. I am sad and lonely. I need to feel your touch and your warmth. I want to feel the tenderness of your kiss. The passion. The sensuality. I miss you. Everyday. Every moment. You have no idea how much I miss you. Please cum to me my sweetheart.

Should be honored

I should be here more often... and honored. I am now able to write and review for Eden fantasys. Too had my schedule has not allowed me to pursue this.

I miss being here and having the time to write. I will make time... soon... after my class final... after the next step in pursing my heart

I will be back soon.

Soooo slacking

I have been invited to blog for.Eden Fantasys and I have been so slacking. My world has turned upside down and I get turn over

Trying with struggle. Should honor this bur suddenly overwhelmed with reality.

Gotta get a grip and enjoy life... seize the moment!